Quality takes time. In this entry, I discuss the expansion of the System, the myth of online slavery, and my current analysis of a new 20-year-old twink. From the “fear of one’s own courage” to the mental foundation of total surrender—discover why I am a door-opener, but never one to push. The mind is the master tool.
Hello Insiders,
You’ve had to wait a little longer for a sign of life from me this week. There are several reasons for this: for one, I’ve been extremely busy, and additionally, I’ve been working intensively on the website. As of today, the dedicated Insider Area is live. You now finally have the opportunity to contact us directly via chat. We look forward to your inquiries and engaging conversations. You can find the chat bubble in the bottom right corner of the Insider page. At the request of some of you, I’ve also finally formulated exactly what I’m personally looking for online.
This week was relatively quiet in terms of BDSM. B3, the boy who lives with me (though not as a 24/7 slave), was heavily preoccupied with university. Other local slaves were also busy with their studies. This actually worked out well, as I had plenty on my own plate.
Alongside work and sports, I’ve been communicating quite intensively with a twink lately. A 20-year-old who has carried the need to become a slave within him for several years. The good thing: he’s roughly the same height as me. Currently, he is still very slight, but he has a damn hot ass, and I can already see how I will mold him into an athletic, fascinating asset through targeted training. The fact that he is naturally hairless fits my aesthetic perfectly. But more importantly: he’s not just looking to play. He seeks total surrender. He wishes to serve long-term and perhaps even become a total slave. We’ve talked a lot, and I’ve given him plenty to read, because it’s vital to me that he understands what slavery means to me and the philosophy behind it. The mind is the most important tool. And slavery is, primarily, a mental matter.
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For those thinking “online enslavement” is happening here prior to meeting—you’re mistaken. Yes, at the beginning of my path – back in the last millennium – I had my online phase. But since then, it’s not my thing at all. It gives me nothing. What I seek is the true responsibility for my boys. I cannot take that on from a distance. I can’t intervene directly to correct him or keep him from danger. Besides, I crave real action—otherwise, I could have saved myself the work of building my dungeon.
Back to the 20-year-old boy: He has dreamed of this for a long time but never truly realized it. He’s had the typical experiences: dates that turned out to be guys who were anything but Masters—just looking for a young ass to fuck. An experience many boys go through. We’ve talked deeply, texting, calling, and cam-calls. He is very slavish; the need to serve is deeply rooted in him, dating back to his childhood. We analyzed his needs and visions together, I shared my experiences, and you could see him building immense trust. He was thrilled and wanted to start immediately. I outlined how my Get-to-know Trials, Holiday Slavery, and eventually the Long-term Trials work. Also, how to camouflage the lifestyle so it causes no issues in civilian life. As we were very thorough, he requested a trial as soon as possible. Since he travels from afar, we scheduled a 5-day Get-to-know Trial around May 1st.
I know that sounds long and extreme to some of you. But as you’ve read before, I find the time factor essential. I need time to learn how to read a boy. Especially with beginners, it’s important to be strict from the start, but also to have the time to take everything step by step, letting experiences sink in before building upon them. To have time for closeness, but also to explain what is happening inside him and why I do things the way I do. Trust cannot be forced in a few hours. That only creates stress because you feel you have to “process” a certain workload, trying to cram as much as possible into a short window so both can have their fun. And that is exactly what leads to something that isn’t truly good.
The closer the date gets, the more you notice the “fear of one’s own courage” emerging. I recognize this from many slaves before a first meeting, and it’s something we Masters must be acutely aware of. We have to address these fears. Surrendering as a slave is a massive step. The boy delivers himself up; he loses his self-determination and feels, while wanted, intensely vulnerable and powerless. Ideas and self-realizations that one has been “pregnant” with for years suddenly become threatening when the realization is imminent. Fears arise that, objectively viewed, seem illogical. But since they are subjectively and situationally real, a Master must not dismiss them but must address them together with the boy. A Master can only win by taking the time for this. Trust increases, and if it doesn’t work out, you haven’t lost time on trials with an undecided.
I currently assume that the scheduled trial will not take place at this time, but I’m not interested in the quick fuck of a young boy-ass; I’m interested in the boy as a whole to mold him into a true slave. Therefore, it’s actually good if he continues to think intensively about himself and being a slave to become even clearer about his needs. In this phase, I am Guide, Mentor, and Door-Opener. But the step through that door is one a boy must take himself, of his own accord. I will not push anyone through.
A Master holding back, not persuading but standing by, allows trust to grow. And as you know: Trust is the base of good BDSM. Without this foundation, nothing works. And when he is finally ready and standing here… then I’ll have his ass, too. 🙂
Yours, MasterMarc
P.S. The pictures, of course, are not of the boy in question but of slave Jad – a twink his age who serves me.
