A column …
Personal thoughts of a sadistic Master
My dear readers!
Today I want to write about two topics:
Strange messages
Lately I get more and more strange messages from slaves that are based in the Netherlands. The kind of messages that makes you believe that this people have very strong psychological problems. The strange thing is, that a lot of these people seem either, to be attracted by the SM-scene or it is the SM-scene which causes this mental problems. To give you one example I will copy one of this various messages that I get regularly on recon:
„MASSA , this slave would like to ask you , something that this slave was deeply thinking .is it really possible for a white slave to really go as low as a nigger ?this concerns this slave as it was in its mind ,even , really hoping actually to go lower than a nigger slave .but is that realistic and possible .thank you MASSA if you can help this slave in its tormented mind of a slave .“ And it continues this way:
„oh MASSA ,it is serious .but for some reasons it cannot explain now ,it is not ready as it was to jump into slavery .ans it can tell you MASSA ,that this is very difficult for this slave as it knows what it is .but it is true that it hope to be ensleved MASSA .it is also true that it was concerned about this question that beain a nigger would be may be much easier to be and show what it is ..and was very much concern that as a white slave you have really to go lower to be and show what you are .and was also wondering how to really go and be lower of all the niggers and that whithout any doubt when you see a white slave to be sure that it is a slave of the lower species .thank you MASSA .this slave wants to keep in touch with you MASSA .but do not know when it can give you a pic .and really hope to be rather soon in the possibility to be ready again to enter real slavery with no way out .thank you very very much MASSA .“ This is just one of many messages that almost reach me daily.
My opinion to this: These kind of messages are nothing but absolute mindfucked brain farts. This is nothing but psychological bullshit!
As a slave you don’t have to compare yourself or your treatment with slaves from other races. When you are white you are white. Period. Accept what and who you are and stop comparing yourself with other slaves. I once had a permanent slave (guy4sm) in his 40s. His biggest obsession was to compare himself with slaves from the age 16-25. Of course you can’t compare yourself with slaves that are DECADES younger than yourself. If you do, you will always lose. And of course it’s absolute nonsense in general to compare yourself with others. Each slave is unique and each slave has his own development, his own training and his own history.
And if you have the desire to write about these very strange feelings, than you should start a blog on your own where you can write down your brain farts. You should never send crap like this to masters who might be interested in you. If you send crap like this be aware that this is the best way to get ignored.
And what I really think is: If you have this kind of strong psychological problems, then get them treated and stay away from SM.
A precondition to be a part of the SM-scene is definitely psychological health. Otherwise this scene, with the possible extreme aspects, can make you go crazy.
The second thing I want to write about today is the danger of
Overthinking
I personally like people with a healthy, working brain very much. And what I like even more, are slaves, who are able to use their god given intelligence. But sometimes it can be paralysing to overthink everything again and again. It’s a fact that some things can’t be thinked through cause some things just need development over time. One example: You never had a session where pain was involved. If you think about how a first session will be and if you ask yourself if you are able to handle it, these kind of thoughts are senseless as long as you have never met the master before. All that you will create with overthinking possible situations is a movie ? in your head, which probably will have to do nothing with the reality when the first session really happens. All this overthinking will do is to paralyse yourself. It’s the same when you have thoughts about entering real slavery. These kind of relationships need time to develop. There is no kind of timetable or script that is valid for all slaves. Each slave is an individual human being and each master/slave relationship is unique. As a slave you should be ready and willing to let your master decide what treatment and training is best for you and what steps should be taken at what point of time. It has no sense to overthink situations and possibilities before you have any facts. Don’t let your overthinking paralyse yourself. It can be one of the biggest mistakes you can do.
Sometimes it’s better to let yourself be lead by your master/owner/handler.
I wish all my readers a super Sunday and stay safe and sane out there.
