Step right up! Meet RubberShadow, the NYC kinkster turning heads with his unique clown fetish. He spills the secrets of transformation, playful humiliation, and why becoming a “rubber puppet” is his ultimate turn-on. Get ready for a wild, wonderfully weird ride into a truly niche kink!
We’ve explored some wild kinks on Kinkfinity, but this one takes the big top! Today, MasterMarc steps into the wonderfully weird world of RubberShadow, a cute kinkster from NYC who’s serving up some serious clown fetish realness. Get ready for an interview that’s quirky, kinky, and undeniably hot!
MasterMarc: Hi RubberShadow! Transformation is a real turn-on for you. What makes its special attraction?
RubberShadow: Transformation, eh? It really is a real turn-on for something not real, haha! It’s a fantasy of mine I’ve had ever since I was a kid! I like the idea of being forced to turn into something different for someone else’s pleasure! I like that a transformation can be both physical and mental! Just thinking about being transformed turns me on! Sometimes I’m turned on by what I could turn into, but also how I transform as well! The idea of “living latex liquid” is one of my favorite methods of a transformation! Imagining someone giving you a magical drink or pouring liquid latex on top of me and having it slowly spread over my body and invade my insides until I’m nothing but a rubber puppet for someone to mold, own, and control!
MasterMarc: Is it the transformation itself that’s your kink, or more the act of getting forced?
RubberShadow: Both! I think a lot of kinks for me compliment and blend together easily! Transformation as a kink relates to loss of control, domination, objectification, dehumanization, humiliation, etc.
MasterMarc: That sounds like an escape from reality, or at least from daily life…
RubberShadow: It really is! I think for me that’s what being kinky is all about! It’s a form of play and escape from reality and the norm. I’m not trying to run away from life or its responsibilities, but it’s nice to drop those worries for a short time and pick up a new headspace and lose myself in the moment!
Playful Humiliation: Laughter as a Turn-On
MasterMarc: Why is humiliation such an important part of this “little escape”? What’s the attraction of it?
RubberShadow: Humiliation doesn’t have to be part of the escape, but it’s a newer kink I’m exploring! For me, humiliation needs to be on the playful, goofy side versus something more vulgar and demeaning. I guess it’s an excuse to let go more and to not take myself too seriously, but humiliation is usually a one-on-one situation and not a public thing! But to each their own kink and style of kink! Humiliation is also a compliment to being dehumanized and dominated, but the tone for me is more playful.
MasterMarc: Can you give us examples of such humiliations?
RubberShadow: Here are a few kinks/scenarios/role plays for humiliation I enjoy! Take some kinks such as pup play, ABDL, gunge, or clowning. I’ll explain this from the side of the sub being humiliated, but know I do enjoy both being the humiliated and the humiliator, haha. Becoming a pup, losing control of my hands and being forced to wear pup gear, be on my knees and obey my handler puts me in a submissive space. If the handler then verbally starts to tease me in a loving way, saying things like, “Aww, what a cute dumb pup you are! Whose a dumb dog?! Whose a dumb dog?! You are! Yes you are!” – as if the pup has no brain power to even understand its situation fully! I love being humiliated and dehumanized!
Clowning Around: The Niche Kink That Gets Him Off
MasterMarc: Clowning is a kink for you? I know there are people who love clowns, others are even scared, but there aren’t many who see it as a kink. How did that come about?
RubberShadow: I understand clowns can be scary for most! For me, I call my turn-on or kink “clowning” versus “clowns” because your average clown doesn’t give me a boner, haha, and to each their own if a clown does or doesn’t do that for you! For me, it’s the act of being forced to transform into a clown physically and mentally. It’s being turned into something that looks and acts funny! Something to be laughed at and humiliated in a fun, playful manner! Clowning connects to a few kinks such as humiliation, transformation, gunge, gear, and sneakers in general! It’s such a niche kink, and the more strange and wacky it is, the more fun I have! I love feeling loopy, mindless, and goofy! It’s very freeing and very sexy!
MasterMarc: In general, clowns need an audience, and humiliations often get an intensity boost from others seeing you in the situation. But you’ve told us you don’t like the public… why not?
RubberShadow: I guess when I think of public play or humiliation or whatever, I think of actually being outside where strangers could observe or revealing my actual identity online. And that’s not what I’m personally into or will consent to. It took a lot of courage for me to finally share clowning and ABDL as kinks on my social media platforms. In some regard, I did get a little turned on by revealing that to everyone, but it’s on my terms and I’m controlling the humiliation. If I want to be out of control with humiliation, I prefer it to be private and one-on-one. But that’s just me. Nothing against those who enjoy public play, but it’s not for me personally.
MasterMarc: That with the total public play I understand totally. But how would it be, for example, in a semi-public environment, like at a fetish party of a friend where you get exposed and humiliated in front of other kinksters?
RubberShadow: Hmmm, I guess it depends on the scenario and the friends. Being humiliated is a very personal thing, and it involves a lot of trust. I would personally talk with whoever wanted to explore humiliation in that sort of setting first! I can be a rather reserved individual, and even a small group of friends can give me anxiety!
MasterMarc: Trust is the base of good kink. Let’s talk a little more about your clowning. How sexual is this fetish?
RubberShadow: Clowning is very sexual for me, haha, it’s still something new I’m exploring. I haven’t explored it much with someone else yet (due to COVID), but by myself, gearing up in colorful rubber or really any gear, adding clown shoes and a big red nose gets me in the mood and in the headspace of a goofy, horny clown! Then I try to find something to jerk off to! There are a few short story clown transformations I enjoy reading and a few illustrated comics on Fur Affinity that I love to jerk off to! I like doing poppers while clowned up too! It makes me feel submissive and loopy! Helps me feel so happy and horny, haha! And if I really get in the mood, I love hitting myself with a whipped cream pie and jerking off until I bust my clowny load! Hahaha!
Quirky Desires: From Sports Gear to Gender Play
MasterMarc: In our talk before we started the interview, you told me that you’ve learned you’ve always been kinky or at least curious about some quirky things. What other odd things are you into?
RubberShadow: Hmmm, most of the things I’ve described in my list of kinks. But one example of a kink or turn-on or quirk I had growing up was to wear someone else’s clothes/gear! I loved trying on someone’s sports uniform like football pads and shorts, or someone’s wrestling singlet! Or even their underwear, haha.
MasterMarc: Used and sweaty singlets and underwear, or clean ones?
RubberShadow: Either! Nothing toooooo dirty, haha, I have some standards, but not many, haha.
MasterMarc: I’m quite sure you still have some kinks in your mind you haven’t lived yet. Could you tell us about them?
RubberShadow: Hmmm, I’ve been wanting to dive deeper into a type of transformation. It’s hard to nail the exact classified kink it is, but in general, I like the idea of a gender-swapping transformation. It kind of relates to sissification and objectification. But it doesn’t relate to demeaning girls or femination in general. I just like the concept of trading my dick for a mound or a pleasure hole to be used as a sex doll or toy or object. I don’t like dehumanizing women or anything like that. I just enjoy the idea of becoming a vessel for pleasure only, and the idea of losing my dick and changing gender for the purpose of serving sounds hot!
MasterMarc: It sounds like, in general, the idea of being used for the pleasure of others is a turn-on for you. How important is your own satisfaction for you?
RubberShadow: Hehe, it depends on my mood! Sometimes I enjoy focusing on someone else’s pleasure before mine! And sometimes that applies to both domming or subbing! In a sub setting, I like being a passive passenger where I’m in gear and bondage, and I get to be played with as an object. When I dom, I like to make someone become that bondage object I get to play with! But there are other times I like having or sharing the satisfaction with someone! It depends on the chemistry and the dynamic we’re seeking together!
What do you think, Kinkfinity fam? Has RubberShadow’s unique blend of kinky clowning and transformative desires piqued your interest? Let us know in the comments!
