I signed over my ass to Pup Jati, my Mephisto, to kill my boredom. But what’s the real motive? I ask the Gretchen Question of Spanking: Is it pain, or the catalyst for total surrender? The pain burns away my uni stress, leaving ultimate safety and hot assplay. Find out why I crave the whip.
Hey you little poets, thinkers, and voyeurs, Mark here! 😜
As announced, it’s role reversal day again. Mark, the Dom who uses Ru, was the day before yesterday—today, it’s time to obey and be used. Yesss! But before I torture you with the naughty details, I have to bore you a bit with my new “hometown.” 😈
The birthplace of my student life is also the birthplace of a guy who is almost as famous as me: Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. I’ve learned he’s to the German language what Cao Xueqin is to Chinese, Cervantes is to Spanish, or Shakespeare is to English. Crazy, right? And guess what? This fits perfectly with my Kink discovery journey! I’m going through all of this with my own “Sturm und Drang” (Storm and Stress) fever. I realize that sometimes, like Faust with his soul, I willingly sign over my ass and total self-determination to a little Mephisto—meaning, a Dom I trust. It’s not despair that drives me, but that boredom and feeling of being unfulfilled that Faust had? I feel that!
Sure, the Kink world is a trip that I’m taking step by step, but man, it really excites me. I have to say, Europe as a whole, with its free way of living out sexuality, is actually the Mephisto OG! You just have to find the small sidekicks to do the job. Speaking of which, today, Pup Jati is on deck to take me.
But tell me, how do you stand on spanking and pain?
This brings us directly to the Gretchen Question of Spanking. The innocent Gretchen asked about the soul, but for us, it’s about lust. Is pain truly the real motive for lust when it comes to spanking?
For me, pain is probably more of a symptom and a catalyst simultaneously. You feel it, sure, but it goes so much deeper. As a catalyst, it burns the rest of the world, all the uni bullshit (forms, bills!) out of your head, and opens the gates to the infinite horny intensity of kinks. Suddenly, you are only in the HERE AND NOW. Past? Who cares! Future? Ends with the next stroke! This is the hottest liberation from the constraints of everyday life and simultaneously the clear sign: I am totally surrendered to the Top’s will.
And here is the Kink-Clou: This total loss of control, triggered by that burning, is the moment of most extreme safety and security.
Sounds crazy, right? But it’s true: Pup Jati takes total control. I don’t have to worry about anything. He is the Master-Pilot, and I am just the horny, immovable object. All I have to do is endure and receive. That pain on my ass is the kinky contract seal. It’s the fulfillment that kills my boredom. At the same time, it’s the guarantee that my situational Mephisto protects me and cares for my well-being. So, I can switch my self-preservation drive completely OFF. Responsibility is DELIVERED!
Dog Slave Spanking
And exactly in this surrender, today’s fun begins: When Jati gets me off the cage, it’s clear, my ass is going to suffer. But that pain went hand-in-hand with a lot of security and tenderness, which is absolutely important for the subsequent Assplay—my ass needs to be relaxed, after all! OK, Jati isn’t exactly the hardcore, evil Mephisto like the Russian guy was tougher, but today’s scene has more warmth. Check out the short preview here. Obviously, in the Fan-Area, you’ll find the full clip and pictures. You can also purchase the movie individually. You know the deal: Every cent counts for this broke student!
But let’s go back to Goethe one more time. Isn’t “Sturm und Drang” (Storm and Stress) the engine that all of us Kinksters have deep inside? This fucking lust to discover new worlds, to conquer them? I just look for my suffering in sex and not in love, like that Werther guy. 😉 I look forward to what the future brings me here and which “Sorrows of Young Mark” I can present to you soon. Stay kinky!
Your Philosopher-Spankee Mark S.
