After the move, Campus Chaos, and the brutal start to my Biology degree, my brain flipped into Drone Mode. I was so stressed, there was no energy left for dates or kink—I literally felt like I needed a Dom to lead me through the study plan! All that pressure led to just one thing: my exhausted Lazy Sunday Wank. Read my full story!
Hey Studs, a totally wiped-out Mark here. 👋
Yup, the last 10 days have been a little… let’s just say… stressful. I thought I hit the stress jackpot when I finally ditched the Berlin uni drama and landed in Frankfurt. But the move, plus officially starting my Biology degree, has flipped my brain into pure Drone Mode —only this time, there’s no Dom with a cane around to snap me out of it! I honestly feel like a computer whose hard drive has been defragging for days. Everything’s hitting at once: new apartment, flatmates, having to navigate this huge campus, and the first wave of study materials. Ugh. I swear, I need a week in a cage just to recover from this academic torture! 😉
The move itself was a mission—everything shoved into bags, a backpack, and a suitcase —all the junk a young guy collects in his own place. And then hauling it all on the train to Frankfurt. But that’s nothing compared to what the university throws at you. I genuinely don’t know who came up with these weird room labels! I’m battling with: HZ 1-3, RuW 1.101, and BZ 1.2014. That’s not a system; it’s a secret combination lock! I’m sure my future Biology Nerd Brain will figure out the logic eventually, but right now, I’m wandering around like a lost little chick, always five minutes late and feeling like everyone else already knows exactly where they are.
Social Reset: Bratty, Shy, and No Dom to Lead
The social reset is a total headache. The new flatmates are chill, but we’re still figuring things out. And since I’m not studying in my home country, the stress of not messing anything up is doubled —not with the university (don’t miss those deadlines!), not with the fellow students (gotta make friends!), and definitely not with the landlord or flatmates. Even though I’m often a brat and earn my spankings, I’m also a shy guy who doesn’t want to step on anyone’s toes while I figure out the rules of the game.
This is the most stressful form of Sub behavior there is: constant high alert and no Dom to guide you! Usually, I relax in the Sub role because I give up control. Now, I have to take responsibility for everything while trying to be invisible. It’s exhausting! I almost yearn for the simplicity of a “Pants down and lie still” command. Seriously, that’s easier to figure out than the Organic Chemistry timetable!
Financial Shock and the Academic Hammer
Honestly, my bank account has suffered more in the last ten days than my ass after a good session. Moving, the deposit, stuff for the new place—and then the university! The first lectures hit, and you realize instantly: This ain’t high school. The pace is crazy fast, and you just hope you can keep up. As a Bio student, I’m getting slammed with the basics of Chemistry and Physics —stuff I haven’t touched in years.
Then comes getting the study materials. Oof, and it all costs cash. These boring scripts, which are super expensive because only like 30 people in the semester need them, financially hurt. You run through the halls trying to make sure it’s the right material, and you realize: This is the moment you go from student to “Studi-Lone Wolf.” You don’t know anyone yet, and you have to fight through this jungle of required reading and study strategies all by yourself. I seriously crave a Dom-Mentor to tell me what to study!
At the same time, this whole mess is happening on a massive social stage. I’m lost between different Uni locations, looking for places to chill or study. Then there are the countless intro events, where some organizations are practically tearing each other apart for new members. How am I supposed to enjoy sniffing out a club when I need a week just to optimize my sleep schedule?! I should be focusing on my adventurous spirit and discovering new European cultures, but instead, I’m staring at building floor plans.
You can see, I’ve got a ton on my plate. And I haven’t even had time to explore my new home, Frankfurt, like I really want to. Maybe there’s a Spanker living right around the corner… Who knows?! 😉 Because the evenings are filled with parties from other organizations, and yeah, sometimes you gotta have a drink (which totally helps forget the Uni stress for a bit). Yikes, student life… the contrast between harsh reality and attempted freedom is brutal.
The Lazy Sunday Wank and the Certainty
So, this week I had no dates and no big kink adventures, because I honestly didn’t have the energy for anything. My main fetish this week: peace and my bed. Instead, I’ve got a Lazy Sunday Wank Video for you this weekend. I’m presenting it openly to everyone because you can kinda see how drained I am—it’s pure, unscripted exhaustion, haha!
Luckily, I’ve got a few hot videos saved up for this week, so you’ll definitely get your fix. Things are going to get a little kinky and spanking definitely won’t be missing. I need to catch up on my Sub-Reset, even if Ru isn’t nearby!
Anyway, I’m stoked that you guys follow me, and yeah, I’d seriously love it if you could give me some feedback or even chat with me. Because even though there are tons of people around me, you feel kind of lonely during these intro weeks, but also totally stressed. But that will definitely change once I settle in and the adventures in Frankfurt can finally really start!
Until then… stay kinky! ✨
Your Mark S. Weng
P.S.: If anyone knows the logic behind the Frankfurt Uni room labels—please DM! I’m losing my mind!
P.S.S.: Oh, and I definitely don’t want to keep back the hot pics I dropped on my socials last week! 😉
