Enjoying the Topside of Life: When the Sub Was Forced to Lead 👑

You know I live for Team Sub, but here in Europe, I got tired of being stuck in the ‘young Asian bottom’ box. I was totally expecting my ass to get hammered in a spontaneous session with Linus, but the script flipped! I took the lead, fucked him senseless, and realized: Maybe there’s a lot more Versatile Sub in me than I ever thought. Read about the surprise Top moment that changed everything! 😉

Hey guys, Mark here! – The Young Asian Bottom Box

You all know where I stand: My heart beats unquestionably for Team Sub. Being tied up, getting spanked, and simply giving up all responsibility—that’s often pure relaxation for my mind. My profile clearly screams that I primarily see myself as a Sub. But I’ll be totally honest: Every now and then, I get that little urge to explore the Topside of life. To experience moments where I take the reins, lead the way, and, yes… even make others suffer a bit, though always in the absolute best and most consensual sense! 🔥

I was actually shocked that MasterMarc recognized this hidden side of me so quickly, almost faster than I did myself. You gotta hand it to him; he’s got an eye for it. Because here in Europe, I quickly realized that the perception of me is often preset. First, because at 18, I’m one of the young bucks. Second, and this is almost more significant, because I’m a young Asian guy.

BAM! Just like that, you’re stuck in the box: Team Bottom, Sweet Sub, the cute one who gets guided. It’s a cliché that sticks, and one I constantly have to break here in Germany, where I’m supposedly seeking freedom. Most of the time, I’m fine with this role—it’s what I love, after all. But just not always. Sometimes, you just want to prove: Hey, I can switch it up! I’m not just the nice, compliant Fresh Meat from China. I’m versatile. I’m Mark! 😈

Through Marc, I got to know Linus. A really sweet, blonde Caucasian guy. Just the sight of him was a statement against the stereotype box! When we were hanging out, the air suddenly got so thick—we both got mega turned on by each other. My 18-year-old hormones are having a party anyway, and they rarely check the calendar for plans! 🎉

We hadn’t planned anything specific and neither of us was really looking for intense kinks or BDSM at that moment. It was more of that nice, gay getting-to-know-you vibe; I think straight people call it Vanilla Sex. 😉 The plan was to keep it chill and relaxed, a simple first session. But we both knew: This chemistry has to be captured. So, we spontaneously decided to let the cameras roll and see what came out of it.

The Surprise: My Ass Got a Break

Like I said, nothing was agreed upon. I had mentally prepared myself and was fully expecting that my ass would get worked over today. Not with a cane, which I love, but with a beautiful, Caucasian cock inside me. That was the script in my head.

But that never happened. Not at all. As you’ll see in the video, the script suddenly got flipped. Linus was either so overwhelmed or just so relaxed that he completely surrendered the initiative to me. The work suddenly fell to me, and I was the one who had to take the lead. 😳

And I gotta tell you: I totally enjoyed it!

I just dove into that Top role. Linus was so yielding, so willing to accept my guidance, that I suddenly felt incredibly powerful. It was that feeling of: I set the rhythm now, I control the pleasure, and I decide how far we go.

Hey! Just posting a little preview of the action here! In the nearly 20-minute video, you can watch me pound Linus senseless in various, creative positions. What matters is the unplanned dominance and how I took this sweet bottom who was supposed to be the Top. If you want to see the full experience, a student like me would be thrilled if you supported my content! Every view helps fund my studies in expensive Germany. 😉

I have to admit: I can absolutely relish these Top moments. It’s fun to lead for once, to make the rules and set the direction, instead of always being guided. It’s an incredible ego boost and a strong sense of autonomy—exactly what I’m looking for here in Europe.

The Truth of the Versatile Sub

But… and this is the crucial point in my kink exploration and the big realization from this session:

Always topping would be way too exhausting for me right now! Leading means responsibility, constant focus on the rhythm, the technique, and what the other person wants or needs. After 20 minutes of Linus, I was done, exhausted, but happy. When I go into my Sub moments, I can switch off my brain. I can drop my inhibitions and just receive. It’s simply much easier and more chilled! 😊

And that’s where the new truth lies: Maybe there’s much more Versatile Sub in me than I realized! I can enjoy the intense, challenging feeling of topping when I need it, and then easily fall back into the Sub role that’s so familiar. I’m not just a sub who occasionally tops. I’m a Versatile Sub with a genuine craving for topping when the chemistry is right!

Do you guys have those moments where you are surprisingly pushed into a new role? Tell me about your surprises! ✨

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