He’s 55, from Bangkok, and a self-proclaimed “newbie” to the SM scene. Jackie Bond is here to prove that age is irrelevant when you crave total surrender. This Thai powerhouse reveals his addiction to pushing boundaries, his love for public exhibition, and why pleasing a Master is his ultimate high. Get ready for a raw, unfiltered dive into his world of pain, pleasure, and unapologetic kink.
MasterMarc: Hi Jackie! You’re living in Bangkok, Thailand. How popular is SM in the Thai gay scene? Are there a lot of people openly embracing the kinky lifestyle?
Jackie: We have to say that in Bangkok it is much easier to be gay than in other regions and countries in Asia. It is legal and the people doesn’t see us as evil. Of course for some it is strange but I think that you find such kind of people all over the world. A little different is it with SM and Fetish. People don’t understand it and they think it is abnormal, just a sick sexual fantasy.
MasterMarc: Believe me, even in “open” Western societies like here in Europe, the majority still misunderstands SM, painting a completely distorted picture. So, how long have you been plunging into the depths of SM, and what were your very first steps into this electrifying kinky world?
Jackie: You’ll not believe me, but I am 55 years old and a newbie. Ok I’ve made my first experiences more or less 10 years ago but not really seriously. It has just been some sessions to try. But I wasn’t really interested in.
That changed more or less three years ago. I have seen some hot SM pictures on internet and I became really interested in. I’ve had a big desire to try it and one of my characters is, that if I become interested than I become crazy and addicted to something. I wanna try everything and explore it as much I can. Ok it is not always easy to find guys to play with as I’m not the youngest guy but I think I look not so bad!
My Addiction to Exhibition: Public Pride
MasterMarc: You really don’t look bad at all, Jackie! Your Twitter account is a testament to your raw, unfiltered self. If you’re a “newbie,” then you must be nonstop in sessions, and it seems Thailand holds a treasure trove of Masters for you to play with. You clearly revel in public exposure. Tell us, what’s the raw motivation behind flaunting yourself being used and tortured on Twitter?
Jackie: As I have told you, I can become addicted if I like something. I search on internet for contacts and interesting masters from all over and as you see, I can find them.
I love to show my experiences on social networks because it is fun and of course I’m also proud of it. I do it for myself. Please don’t think that I want to become an internet idol. It is just fun. If I post it I have the possibility to remember the scene and to live it again in my thoughts. …. And probably I have to say that I’m a little exhibitionist. I love to know that people can see me in such moments. Even better are sessions with a live audience. Uhhh.
Age is Just a Number: Live Your Kink
MasterMarc: Hehe. You’ve touched on your age before. I know countless guys believe they’re “too old” for SM. I find that utterly idiotic. What’s your powerful message to those who hesitate to embrace their desires and sexual fantasies, fearing they don’t look “perfect” enough?
Jackie: I agree totally. It is stupid not to live your own fantasies just because you think that you are too old, too ugly, too fat, too thin, … Try to do what you like to do. You have to accept yourself, how you are, how you look, your health, etc. … and make the best out of it. There is for everyone a market somewhere.
MasterMarc: You’re absolutely right, Jackie. Self-confidence is crucial, but even more so, simply being your authentic self, not some idealized fantasy. But now, we’re dying to know about your raw experiences. Can you unveil some of your hottest moments, and tell us why they electrified you so profoundly?
Jackie: Oh, this question is really difficult to answer as every session is different. Of course there are better and less good sessions but every experience is at the end a good one. I am happy if masters want to play with my and my goal is to please them the way they expect it.
One of my best experiences was a real hard session but the connection to the master was so good and he was doing such a great job, that it hasn’t felt really hard. I just felt comfortable and safe so that I have just followed the flow which has become harder and harder without noticing it. You are just accepting what happened without any bad feeling of being in danger. That are good sessions, if it is going on this way.
If you feel uncomfortable, if you have the sensation that the master is not knowing what he is doing or that he doesn’t take care about you as slave, than you can be sure, it will become a bad experience and you should really listen to your feelings and stop the session.
Of course everyone has his sexual preferences. You can drive me crazy by playing with my nipples. One of my other kinks is of course bondage as you can see on my pics. Bind me and I am yours! Then you can use me hard and also torture me. This kind of pain play and being helpless at the same time is much more important than the sexual parts.
Now you know a lot about my desires. If you are able to combine it and do it at a place with an audience of hot guys watching us, then you’ve made my perfect session.
Jackie Bond has ripped open his soul, revealing a complex, exhilarating world where age is irrelevant, public exposure is bliss, and pain is the ultimate turn-on. His journey from curious newbie to a master of self-acceptance and extreme submission is truly captivating.
What aspects of Jackie’s raw confessions about his late-blooming kink, his love for public exhibition, or his explicit desires resonated most with you? Does his hunger for being used and tortured in front of an audience spark your own curiosities? Share your comments below!
