He’s 19, gorgeous, and lives his kink loud and proud online, even with escort experience and porn dreams. But not every sexy twink has walked a smooth path. For Jessie Forest, a devastating past was slowly healed by the powerful, consensual embrace of BDSM and the unwavering trust of a true Master. Prepare for a raw, honest look into his journey of trauma, healing, and profound submission.
Today, I’m sitting down with a boy who’s only 19, but carries a wisdom far beyond his years. He posts boldly online, has dipped his toes into escorting, and is hungry for the world of porn. But the truth is, not every twink who radiates cuteness and positivity online has lived a life of sunshine. Sometimes, it’s the profound connection to a Master—one who truly understands his sacred responsibility—that can transform a life marked by darkness. This is why it’s crucial to shine a light on these untold stories.
MasterMarc: Hi Jessie. You’re a captivating presence, living your kinky side mostly as a sub, but also a top. What’s the primal fascination of kink sex for you? What truly draws you into its depths?
Jessie: For me any type of kinky sex is a sort of role play. When you’re submissive, Dom, pup or slave, you’re putting aside your regular life and giving in to your deep desires. For example when I’m submissive, I’m giving into my desire to serve and pleasure. To please my master pleases me. I also love being used. It can be a bit scary but to give yourself over to someone completely is amazing knowing you have no choice but to please makes me feel so good.
MasterMarc: Is it truly just “playing a role” when you embrace submission, or are you stripping away societal masks to live out raw desires that pulse deep within you, desires that society rarely permits?
Jessie: I don’t think so. Being submissive/kinky can be a part of a balanced lifestyle. I think there are certain things that you would miss out on if you were submissive 24/7 but weather the pleasure and benefits of being a 24/7 sub outweighs the things you’d miss out I’m not sure. But I would like to find out what it’d be like to live in a society where I can be submissive 24/7 and weather I could do it. I think It would take a lot of trust between master/sub, to be able to give your entire life to service. Aside that initial jump into a new world of submissive I think I would enjoy it.
Forged in Trust: From Cyber to Real Slavery
MasterMarc: From my experience, living that 24/7 surrender is absolutely possible, a monumental leap that can forge a bond far deeper than any romantic connection. You’ve served a Master for four years now – the first two until you turned 18 as a cyber relationship, then evolving into a full, real-life dynamic. Can you take us back to the very beginning? How did your journey into slavery first ignite?
Jessie: It started with my fascination with pup play, then I downloaded Recon when I was 16. One day I got a msg from my now Master, I remember he was dominant but also kind and respectful—something which I hadn’t experienced from others. We just kept talking; he’d teach me about everything I know kink and BDSM. Kept begging to meet him but he wouldn’t until I was 18. I remember going to meet him for the first time, I was a nervous wreck but he relaxed me and opened my eyes to whole new world of sex.
MasterMarc: That’s a crucial lesson many online “masters” forget: true mastery isn’t about rudeness or ego. It’s about nurturing, protecting, and developing your property. Your Master sounds like one of the genuine ones. But it’s a tightrope walk to carry that responsibility online. What was the seismic shift like, moving from the safe distance of cyber slavery to the raw, visceral reality of a real-life slave?
Jessie: The change between online and real was easy. Online and real are both mainly about completing tasks and pleasing Master. The difference between online and real is mainly physical contact. You can be as verbal and dirty as you want in messages but nothing compares to hugging your Master. The physical contact between Dom/sub only heightens the experience and pleasure.
MasterMarc: In cyber play, you’re always in your own fortress of safety. What was it like to expose yourself, vulnerable and delivered, in a completely new environment for the very first time?
Jessie: The first time was scary, not really knowing whether you’re going to enjoy it until it happens. Being tied up on the bed with a dildo in my ass was the moment I realised that I completely enjoy being submissive, and after the realisation I instantly became more relaxed which made me enjoy it more.
I wasn’t really sure of what to expect. I’d seen pictures of other boys he played with but I didn’t have a clue. I thought this could either be a great experience or worse experience. He picked me up at the train station as I shook from my nerves. We talked and he relaxed me as we went to the hotel. We got into the hotel room and he started showing me his different toys. Never seen so many kinky toys, I was in heaven… I got into the gear and felt at home with myself. Seeing me wear cuffs turned me on; it just looked so perfect on me.
Can’t remember much of what happened that day but I remember afterwards feeling so happy that I went through with it and I’d enjoyed it. I’d become a new person now that I had this submissive side to me. Though I was initially scared, afterwards I’d developed such a deep trust for my Master. Not just the first person I didn’t just have fun with, but also to have a loving, calming, joyful experience.
Scars of the Past: Confronting Abuse
MasterMarc: Trust is a sacred bond, and I know it wasn’t easy for your Master to earn your unconditional trust, not after the horrors you’ve faced. Perhaps it’s time for a raw, honest trip down memory lane. When you were 14, a living hell began. Are you ready to tell us what happened?
Jessie: Yeah, so when I was 14, I was a horny teen wanting to lose my virginity so I went online to find someone who would meet me. Looking back now, I can see it was a very naive thing to do, but I thought I could take care of myself. I eventually found this one guy and we planned for him to pick me up and to go back to his place. When we got there, there was another man inside. Before I knew it, they had grabbed me and started stripping me. Not to go into detail, but they raped me. I lost my virginity to 2 guys beating and raping me.
So after that first experience, I was still keen to have a good fun. Met a couple guys, sucked them off, but after that bad experience I started to get depressed, and without anyone to talk to, I wanted to try drugs. I found a guy who would give me weed in exchange for blow jobs. But what I didn’t know was that these meets were being filmed. After the 3rd time, he showed me the videos and told me that I was his bitch boy, he could do anything to me and if I didn’t, he would post the videos online. I was so scared, being blackmailed into sex and slavery. Then after a few times he started to invite some friends over, who would wear masks on their face. I would be drugged up and passed around. Then instead of his friends coming to me, I had to start going to them. I would turn up, get abused, get given money which I had to give directly to my now pimp. It was such a horrible situation, everyday I felt worse until one day I just snapped and smashed his TV and kicked him in the balls. Ran out of the house and fortunately never heard from him again.
MasterMarc: Uff, straight out of the frying pan and into the fire! I understand such traumas leave scars—not the beautiful marks we celebrate, but deep, painful ones. I know from other boys that even when they’re the victim, they often question what they did wrong. Did you, too, grapple with that agonizing question, and have you found any answers?
Jessie: Yeah, I often asked myself that question but I don’t think there is an answer. Doesn’t matter how stupid I acted, it’s up to the other people not to rape and do bad things.
MasterMarc: You’re absolutely right, and it’s vital for you to know that you are not the villain here. The assholes who brutalized you are. But could you offer any advice to others, a beacon of light for those who might prevent such horrific experiences, or for those who might be suffering in silence right now?
Jessie: Well, the best advice I can give is to be cautious when meeting strangers. There’s not a lot I can say about preventing it apart from using logical. But if you have been through it or are going through it the best advice I can give is to speak up. Talk to someone about it because you are never alone.
MasterMarc: Did you have those trusted ears, those souls you could truly confide in about the hell you endured?
Jessie: Yeah, my Master.
The True Master: Guardian of the Soul
MasterMarc: I’m sure it wasn’t easy to lay bare such a raw, painful history to him. You must have felt immense shame at first. But with a true, genuine Master, one should never feel shame when revealing their deepest self, their past, their needs. A real Master doesn’t just bark orders; he nurtures, protects, and guides. When did you first feel that profound shift, that moment you knew you could tell him everything and he would never, ever judge you?
Jessie: I remember after the first time I met my Master that we just kept talking. Not necessarily Dom/sub stuff but things in general until we were talking almost every day. I think that sense of friendship and Dom/sub relationship overtime grew till I eventually trusted him completely.
MasterMarc: What, in your eyes, are the absolute hallmarks of a real, truly good Master? What qualities define a man worthy of such profound surrender?
Jessie: I think a good Master is not only dominating but also respectful. They should realise that slaves are not only for their use but they’re responsible for the slave and their wellbeing.
MasterMarc: You’re absolutely right, and I only wish more who brand themselves “Master” would grasp that profound responsibility. You’ve also started to top other boys. Do you see yourself as a Master, or more as a top? What, for you, is the vital distinction between these two powerful roles?
Jessie: I’d say that I’m a Master to my boys. I can be both sub and top or Dom and top. Topping isn’t anything to do with being a Master. Being a Master is more about the control you have and creating a good experience for both Dom and sub.
MasterMarc: And what do you long to give to your boys? What is your sacred duty in these relationships?
Jessie: It goes down to my deep desire to please and pleasure. My boys and I talk about the different things we would like to experience, and as the Master it’s my job to try and provide that experience in a fun way.
MasterMarc: How much is your Master the ultimate blueprint for the Master you aspire to be for your own boys?
Jessie: My Master has been a huge role model for myself, not only as a Dom but as a person. He’s taught me everything I know about kink. I wouldn’t know where I would be without him. I can only hope I’m a similar influence to my boys.
MasterMarc: Just about kink? I sensed his role in your life ran far deeper, especially given your past. Am I wrong?
Jessie: Yeah. Outside of kink he has been my support and best friend. The one person I could talk to about anything.
MasterMarc: From my experience, the very act of a submissive boy stripping bare and learning to shed his shame before his Master often unlocks a profound freedom—a willingness to speak about emotional wounds and hidden truths. That striptease isn’t just about clothes; it’s a soul-baring exposé. Being utterly vulnerable and exposed to someone you trust completely, someone who makes you feel safe, opens the floodgates to your very soul. How do you see it?
Jessie: I quite agree, the act of being naked and vulnerable is humiliating for the sub but it teaches us our place. Not just to serve Master but to be his completely, by being intimate with them both in body and mind.
MasterMarc: Do you believe your submissive side, and the profound trust you found in your Master, were crucial in conquering the traumatic shadows of your past?
Jessie: Yeah absolutely. Without my Master and the trust I have, I don’t believe I would be the person I am today. Without learning to trust my Master, I don’t think I would be able to trust anyone.
Jessie Forest’s journey is a raw, powerful testament to the healing and transformative power of consensual BDSM and true Master/slave relationships. His story bravely confronts trauma and illuminates the path to rebuilding trust and finding one’s place.
What aspects of Jessie’s journey resonated with you? Has his honesty inspired you, or sparked thoughts about the profound impact of trust and genuine connection in kink? Share your comments below.
