Get ready to meet Sank, the bold bottom whose kinky journey started with a surprising cartoon and evolved into a thrilling pursuit of sensation. From public beatings that leave him glowing to dreams of being a human urinal, Sank holds nothing back. Discover how this pain pig finds power in surrender and bliss in breaking his limits.
MasterMarc: Tell us, how long has that delicious kink been coursing through your veins, and what ignited that fire?
Sank: Hmmm, that’s a tough question since I’ve been doing it for so long already. I guess my first experience with anything kinky was, and this is quite embarrassing, during an episode of SpongeBob where Mr Krabs was force-fed peas by two leather daddies or something along those lines. And ever since then that scene somehow made me feel weird.
As I grew up in a digital age with easy access to porn, and extreme porn at that, I quickly discovered my interests in guys being treated roughly by more dominating men. This kept going until I got my first boyfriend at age 18—we met online via Tinder—and we hit it off pretty fast. He made me do a ton of things for me to film and send to him. He once even made me visit him by train, plugged with 10 ice cubes in my hole. It was the weirdest experience ever, haha.
Once I hit 18 though, I quickly discovered Recon, and well, I guess we all know how much attention a shy 18-year-old submissive bottom would get. And since then, I’ve expanded my social circle with a ton of kinksters and like-minded people. I do way better when I’ve got a public looking upon me as I’m being used.
MasterMarc: When you’re lost in the heat of a scene, what’s that one thing that truly makes your blood sing?
Sank: I think I’ll have to say someone who’s both caring, but also aggressive and mean. I know it sounds contradictory, but a man that can make me feel loved and appreciated as he piledrives a dildo down my throat while calling me names will instantly put me in sub space.
Besides that, I need constant attention, and if I don’t get that I’ll do my best to get it from other guys by serving them. I wouldn’t say I’m disloyal, but if I’m not constantly preoccupied with a guy, I feel sad and disappointed, because I know there’s so much servicing I can give!
My Deliciously Dark Desires
MasterMarc: Unleash your deepest desires: what are the specific sensations and scenarios that make you absolutely ache?
Sank: Oh totally, I’m a sucker for chastity, hair pulling, being spat on, and being forced to gag on someone’s massive cock. But one of the best feelings must be when someone has their hands around my neck and pushes me up against a wall. It’s so fucking hot and makes me want to please them so much more!!
MasterMarc: Hold on, boy, you’ve hinted at so much, but let’s talk about the sting. Are you truly the delicious pain pig we suspect you are?
Sank: Oh I am indeed, but in a weird way, I suppose? Not all pain directly turns me on; it has to be delivered with a purpose, or someone has to talk me through it. Also, I do way better when I’ve got a public looking upon me as I’m being used. You might say I am a diva and a showoff, and you’d be quite right. I wanna impress and be the best there is, letting down my Dom is the worst kind of feeling there is, so pushing my limits is an amazing feeling. If that means my back has to be torn open and my nipples need a week-long aftercare until they’re back in shape, so be it! The pain is a nice reminder of what I’ve been through.
Like how some people love scars for they show how tough someone is and what they’ve been through. I love leaving a scene or a party looking beaten down with marks covering my chest and back, and rope marks around my legs and wrists. Sure, not a ton of people will see, and it makes being home with my parents a bit of a pain in the ass, but it makes me so much happier when I look in the mirror!
The Art of the Mark: My Body, My Story
MasterMarc: Those beautiful bruises and tantalizing rope burns… what is it about those marks that truly thrills you, and makes you glow?
Sank: They remind me of the times I have experienced, what I have been able to handle and go through on my own power plus the support of my Dom. It’s a reminder of the strength I get out of doing all this. With my physique, I’ve always been seen as weak and frail, but when I see those marks, I know they’re all wrong. I can handle a good beating and won’t run away from it. Or at least when I am in a safe environment, haha.
Also, they just look hella good. Imagine getting beat up for 20 minutes with a whip and going home with the same pale skin as you did when you entered—that would be so lame. Like going on a sun vacation and not getting a tan, haha.
The Thrill of the Audience: Diva, Desire, Degradation?
MasterMarc: When those eyes are on you, exposed and used in public, is that pure diva performance, a craving for desire, or does a delicious touch of humiliation sweeten the deal?
Sank: A bit of both for sure! When I was younger, I used to be in mostly male classes, and whenever there was news of a girl joining us, everyone would be all weird about it, you know how it is. But in my mind, I always went “oh, I wish I got that kind of attention like the girls, if only I could be like them.” Of course, these days I’m older and know my feelings better, knowing I’m bisexual and non-binary means I can do whatever, and if it gives me attention, that’s nice too then! If I do things the way I want to do them, I know I’ll get attention, but that’s not the main drive behind them.
And while humiliation is sometimes something I experience, when I’m surrounded by kinksters and I impress them with what I’m able to handle, I don’t feel like that at all. If anything, I feel empowered by their awe or compliments.
MasterMarc: How deep does the sting of degradation cut for you, and what vital role does it play in your most intense moments?
Sank: It has its moments where it adds greatly to it, but sadly, I haven’t been able to experience it that often yet. But I would love to be able to be guided through it sometime in the near future, for I know deep down, if it’s done well by someone who cares and knows how to handle my emotional state, it would make me feel like an even better sub. I wouldn’t want to disappoint a Dom who wants to put me in my place and on the spot. But to answer your question with a clear answer: not that important yet.
MasterMarc: Is there a thrill in truly surrendering to inferiority, in being seen as simply a vessel for another’s pleasure? Does giving satisfaction light your own fire?
Sank: Well, my feelings of being inferior are complicated. There are no Dominant people if there weren’t submissive people. For me, it’s like two sides of the same coin kind of thing. Because I take pride in what I do and I know I am able to provide a good service, I don’t feel inferior to others. That might also be because I am a bit of a smart ass and think way too rational. Like sure, you might fuck my throat till I’m gagging and tears well in my eyes, but this bad bitch got great friends and people who love them a ton!
But I do love giving satisfaction to others; I’m quite a people-pleaser usually, and doing that sexually or kink-wise feels great to me. I’ve been using chastity for a long time now, and it helps me focus on the other greatly. I don’t care for whether I cum or such things; giving a man a great blowjob will make me strain in my cage a lot, but all I take from that is that it’s a physical indicator that my body knows I am made for this!
MasterMarc: Describe the Dom who makes your submission sing: what qualities truly command your desire?
Sank: Well, I’m not that picky, as any good submissive should be. But I guess someone who’s confident in himself and not afraid to assert his control over me. Guys who take forever talking their speeches bore me. Give me someone who makes me shy by being clear about what he wants and then forces that upon me! 🔥
My Hottest Moments: Breaking Points and Bliss
MasterMarc: Lay it all bare! What’s the single hottest, most unforgettable moment that still makes your cage strain?
Sank: Hard to decide, my first time with an experienced bondage master and sadist, he took me to a club where he hosts several kinky parties every month. He tied me up in the most public area of the club and started whipping and flogging my back in front of the “audience” that gathered around to see his new catch. As I hung there being beat, he got other cute subs to kiss me to silence my sobs, hehe. Thinking back on it now makes me strain in my cage.
At another one of those parties I’ve gone to this year, I had ended up in another one of those predicaments, tied up with several other guys taking turns on my back and stomach, till they were covered in bright red marks and welts. When I reached the verge of breaking out into tears, they stopped, which was both a relief and a disappointment.
But a few minutes after that, I got hit up by the hottest muscle daddy I had ever laid my eyes on in real life, and he was impressed by what I was able to handle. He quickly took me to the darkroom they got there and made me serve his fat cock. I was laid on a table with my neck over the edge, forced to deep throat his tool. All the while, he was torturing my nipples with his strong hands; I felt as if they were about to be ripped off. He slapped my face anytime even the tiniest bit of teeth grazed his dick, calling me a faggot bitch. And while I usually dislike guys calling me names like that, the way he said it only made me hornier in my cage and more eager to serve him.
After that, he took me in a cubicle, made me sit on my knees and eat his ripe ass. It tasted so bad and I felt so degraded being treated like a bitch; he even smothered my face as he farted on me. That was the most humiliating thing that has happened to me so far, and it made me all the more submissive in the long run. He gave me a break afterward as I was crying in his arms; he had broken me that night and brought me into subspace like I’ve never been before. Sadly, due to that break, I was never able to receive his load, and I still long for the day he’ll paint my face with it.
Future Fantasies: Fisting, Urinals, and Public Play
MasterMarc: Peek into your wildest fantasies: what’s that ultimate, untouched experience you crave to unleash?
Sank: Oh, I’d love to be fisted some day. I’m busy training my hole to be able to handle such an experience. I’d also really enjoy being blindfolded, put on my knees, and serve as a urinal all night in a bar, not knowing who uses me as their toilet and be forced to drink all their waste—the only thing fit for any good sub.
Speaking of things I’m training for, the past few weeks I have been busy trying to do more public and risky things. From driving to work with my locked nub out, to serving someone in a sauna. It’s not much yet, but I’m proud of my progress! 😈
Now, we want to hear from you, our incredible readers. What resonated most in Sank’s journey? Have his experiences sparked any thoughts about your own kinky awakening or deepest desires? Share your comments below, or better yet, if you’re ready to bare your soul like Sank, tell us: what’s your story?
