He calls himself a “Fagslut,” yet claims he’s shy. This captivating Berlin student defies easy labels, craving deep pain, especially to his balls, and dreaming of total submission to a true Master. Get ready for a raw, honest look into his journey from awkward beginnings to a relentless pursuit of pure, unadulterated service.
MasterMarc: Hi boy! If I scroll through your Twitter, I can barely believe you’re truly a shy, not-so-outgoing boy. A shy Fagslut… how does that delicious paradox even work, boy?
Fagslut: Ui… I think to explain to you that I’ve to start in my childhood. I started to play with myself more or less at the age of 18. With 20, I’ve done my first real-life dates with other guys. If you are a small 20-year-old boy, it is really hard to find guys who really would fuck you hard. They have been too tender with me. So I spent a lot of time on chatting websites. That has given me a little more self-confidence so that I’ve started to camming and to do my little own videos. You’re outgoing on cam, but still for yourself and safe.
Nowadays, I’m dating more and more in real life… but I’m still not really outgoing. I’m a shy guy, and it is difficult for me to get in contact with people I don’t know in bars or clubs. To be honest, at the moment I try to force myself to be more outgoing. But it is a real slow process. For me, it is much easier to get in contact in the virtual world than in the real one. And please don’t believe that I’m not a friendly and nice guy!
MasterMarc: The internet has been the gateway for so many of us into the kinky world, and camming has exploded in popularity. It’s a fantastic way to unleash your kinks while staying safe in your own space. But now that you’ve tasted the “real” kinkster world, which do you crave more: cam action or real-life surrender?
Fagslut: I still like both. Cam is real fun. I love to see the other reacting to the show I offer and you can meet so many people you would never be able to meet in real life. I also see cam time as training. People in real life are often surprised what fits into my ass, how much pain I can take, and also my obedience surprises them. Meanwhile, real life action has always priority and I try to become more slutty recently.
The Addictive Sting: My Craving for Pain
MasterMarc: You’ve hinted at pain, and I know you relish different kinds of it. Tell us, what’s the raw, intoxicating attraction of pain for you?
Fagslut: There are really different kinds of pain. I want to talk about my two main categories of pain I have defined for myself. I call the first category the “skin pain”. If you get a slap on your arm, your face, your ass—I mean such meaty parts of your body—it is just a superficial pain. That is not really what I like. I like it harder!
I like to get kicked and punched. This deeper pain is much more fun for me. And a real turn on is ball pain. It is definitely not easy to get hard ball pain as the testicles are really sensitive. And of course that is the man’s crown jewels… so many tops don’t like to hurt me that way. I think they are thinking more about their own balls in such situations. But I love it, and I don’t remember how and why I got the horny idea of destroying my balls.
But don’t believe that I tell a Master to stop slapping or biting me. Even if I don’t like it so much like the hard pain, the wishes of the Master are much more important. The satisfaction of the Master makes a fag boy like me happy.
The Exquisite Agony of Ballbusting
MasterMarc: Hehe. You said it: a real turn on is ball pain. Can you describe the searing intensity of ballbusting? What makes that specific kind of pain so utterly incredible for you, and what kind of ballbusting action makes your world spin?
Fagslut: If it is softcore, it is kinda enjoyable and I get hard pretty fast with the pain. If it gets harder, I have to start focusing on my Master’s enjoyment and tell my brain to take it like a fag because he is enjoying and as a slave you don’t need to enjoy every moment. To give pleasure to someone is really a turn on for me.
I don’t know how to describe the pain… but I can tell you some results I’ve had to face after such sessions: Sometimes my balls got big and hard like stone. I’ve had to wait a longer time until they get again smaller and soft. Sometimes I just squeeze them hard to accelerate this process. If it is really a long-term ballbusting, my sack becomes blue and I get stomach ache. Of course, I have also more extreme experiences, but I want to explain you the common effects.
I can say that as more as I have trained my balls, as more fun, ballbusting is for me. I think if I start to train my back and ass for spanking and whipping, I’ll also learn to enjoy it. Short time ago a Master told me, that I’m not bad in it for a guy, who says that he doesn’t like it. But I want to be better than “not bad”. To be honest, at the moment it is also a perfect punishment for me if I’m a bad boy just because I don’t like it.
MasterMarc: So, you can truly enjoy something you don’t inherently like, simply because you see your Master reveling in it?
Fagslut: You’re totally right, Sir. I love to see a smile on my Master’s face when I’m taking the pain he gives to me. His satisfaction is my goal. The same is valid for dirty play. Of course, as everyone, also I have some limits, but I love if a good Master tries to push them. This pushing in combination with being forced is a big turn on for me, even if it isn’t an enjoyment.
Embracing Filth: Pure Degradation
MasterMarc: You mentioned “dirty play” that pushes your limits. What kind of deliciously filthy action are you talking about?
Fagslut: I don’t like the taste of pee but I like to be forced to drink it directly from the tap. In general, I don’t really like the taste of pee, but I like to be in the situation in which I HAVE to drink it directly from the tap. It is a love-hate I have. Like also with unshowered bodies or to lick my Master clean after he has fucked me hard. That’s sooooooooooooo hot! I have several experiences also with licking the Master’s shoes or to lick up the Master’s spit from the street. I have even experiences with scat.
MasterMarc: So, do you simply enjoy the dirty action, or is it the thrill of being forced into it that truly lights you up? Or is it both, boy?
Fagslut: Both, I would say. I like to be forced for anything. Before the interview you’ve asked me, if I would like to be also a slave in life. The idea made me hard and I would love to be forced to this position… a position in which my Master controls even my private and social life.
My Kinky Utopia: Owned and Adored
MasterMarc: It sounds like feeling inferior and utterly humiliated is your main kink, your ultimate desire. How would your perfect life, one that truly aligns with your deepest needs and desires, look?
Fagslut: Oh, that’s a hard question! I’ve never really thought about. But yes, I like to be inferior because it is nothing wrong being it and enjoying serving someone for his happiness!
I’ve had a vanilla relationship, a guy I really loved, and we still have a good relationship, and I’ve seen what I’m capable to give if I love someone. If I had a Master I love as much or even more and if he is able to give me the feeling of real trust and if I feel protected then I’ll be able to give up everything to make him happy… my privacy, some level of social life, my financial freedom etc. I would do everything for him even if he would rent me out.
I really would like to have such a relationship in which I have to submit step by step more and more. In such a situation, I just want to make him happy. I think that is a natural desire of me I have been born with. I really need to find this Master who uses me hard but also he takes care about me. I wish that he keeps me in chastity so that I become even more horny for him. So I’m always ready for cocks and I can easily continue to get fucked and to serve hard even after an anal orgasm.
MasterMarc: You’re absolutely right: there’s nothing inherently wrong with being submissive. Neither submission nor dominance should be judged; they are simply different facets of human character.
Fagslut: I would be able to give up everything to make him happy.
MasterMarc: Would you prefer your Master to see you as a partner, or as a mere object he owns? Or perhaps a delicious blend of both?
Fagslut: I want to be both if possible. I tell that because there is also a lot of “normal” life in such an SM relationship, like going out for dinner or for cinema. It has been more than just hard SM sex, which is the connection to my Master. But that doesn’t mean that there will be no SM in these “normal” times. I can also be plugged in the cinema, he is allowed also to hurt me outside the restaurant or pee in my beer in the bar. I want him to have the power to use me whenever and wherever as the faggot I am, but I want also to be his partner in the time he doesn’t use this power he has on me.
It is not easy to define what I really want, and I think it is even harder to find the guy who match with my desires. Probably I have to do some compromise as the Master would have to do, but that is my ideal relationship, my own little Utopia.
MasterMarc: What makes you so sure that a life of such profound slavery and inferiority—a life seemingly devoid of power and self-determination—would truly bring you happiness?
Fagslut: I’m not sure, as I don’t have this experience, but the experiences I have showed me, that I like it and I may be happy with this kind of life if I love and if I feel protected and if I get his attention.
This “shy Fagslut” from Berlin has laid bare his soul, revealing a complex world of desire, pain, and a profound yearning for total surrender. His journey challenges perceptions, proving that vulnerability can lead to unexpected power and that happiness can be found in the deepest forms of submission.
What are your thoughts on his unique blend of shyness and exhibitionism, or his pursuit of “love-hate” kinks? Does his vision of a Master-controlled Utopia resonate with your own desires? Share your comments below!
